Up From Slavery: Part 2
Chronicles of A Sovereign
When I was little I was getting bullied in and out of school and I was terrified. One special day (the one I’d like to call “The Main Event”) one of the most notorious bullies of them all threatened me in class; as usual; with hand-in-fist gestures, fierce finger pointing and ruthlessly brutal stares; right in front of, and under the teachers nose. Was it because of something I said? Something that didn’t please his fancy? Yep, as usual. Was it because I was different and also the smart guy? Of course! I nearly shat and pissed myself in terror as I looked at the clock on the wall, counting the seconds down til my next ass whooping. I wasn’t sure if I wanted the class to never end or if I needed it to be over sooner so I could alleviate these feelings of terror, anxiety and sadness by running home safely to my mom.
I’m sure my teacher saw him at some point. And I’m sure he could see the fear and uneasiness emitting from the face and body language of the smartest kid in his class. Yet he said nothing. He was a white passive racist who somehow ended up teaching at a black school in the middle of one of the toughest ghettos in america. I don’t think he liked me. As a matter of fact, I KNOW he didn’t. In a prior incident, he had targeting ME as the problem. So let me give you a little back story. One day, this racist teacher falsely accused ME of threatening the same bully mentioned above. According to him, I threatened the bully with my fist pumping gestures. He sat me in the you’re-in-trouble chair in an isolated corner of the room and poked me all in my shoulder with a pen til I bled and bruised with broken skin, while telling me..
“I’d better not ever catch you threatening anyone again.”
I sat there miserable. Frustrated, crying and embarrassed in front of the whole class. What really happened is the bully was the one constantly threatening me with gestures from across the room, like he did on any regular school day before my scheduled punking after class. Back then, I had threw a fist up at him from my seat, in response. To signify that I don’t care anymore and for him to leave me alone. Of course I paid for it later. But this white racist teacher saw me and stuck it to me, literally; With an exposed click pen! Of course the bully laughed and received no corrections or repercussions for his actions. Nothing for the constant threats, the fights, or for laughing at my wrongful punishment. Just a typical day in Chicago’s public school system. SMH. Of course when my mom got word and saw the damage, she made a scene at the school and got that sorted out with no holds barred, but it was rough. The teacher never laid hands or anything else on me again, but he was always looking for passive and covert ways to stick it to me. Especially after “snitching” on his pathetic ass. I guess snitches don’t always get stitches, contrary to the popular phrase coined in the streets of the hood.
So back to The Main Event.
On this special day, I was still receiving the gestural threats and feeling terrified, like always. Eventually, the time came for our daily bathroom break. Keep in mind, when on bathroom breaks, we were required to go in five at a time only. I guess this was supposedly implemented in order to keep trouble down and allow the teacher better management. So much for all that BS. We got in a single file line to head down the hall to the boys restroom. And waddya know. As we line up in class, of course this bullying miserable kid got right behind me! Clearly on purpose. He was whispering threats to my trembling ears all the way to the restroom.
Out in the hall, away from the class, the so-called teacher yells, “Next five”. And in we went. Me, him and three others. I walked up to a urinal and started to nervously drain the weasel. And this belligerent idiot found his way over to me; stood right beside me, got right up on my ear like he wanted to kiss; and started threatening me and trash talking. He was provoking the fear he enjoyed to see so often, while I was peeing! C’mon bruh. This is going too far now!
And from there, my life changed…
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At that point, something clicked in me. I didn’t black out as most would say and do, but instead a light came on. I put my weed wacker in my pants, and just turned around and started beating this kid to Orenthal James The Juiceman Kordich pulp! Throwing him around, Banging his head against the stalls, kicking him, punching him and screaming in a fed up rage! I have zero recollection of him getting a hit in, let alone even being able to swing. If he did, I didn’t feel or register a thing. Now HE was the one being bullied all of a sudden, if you let him and his first responders tell the lie!
This youngster here went straight hulk on his ass, ya’ll! He ended up laid out on the floor with me on top of him, drilling him in the face with my fists. Giving him some “act right”. You know that discipline that he should have been getting at home, but apparently wasn’t? Yeah, that stuff. Kinda like this 🙂
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I made up for all the ass whoopings he missed, but critically needed at home. At that point, the staff ran into the bathroom and saw ME hovering over HIM, getting the job done. Now all of a sudden they can see, right? And guess what? I was blamed, threatened, punished and suspended! Even though they all knew who he was and what he had been doing to every kid he could for years in our school with partial immunity and almost no correction from the staff. And nobody dared challenge the little imp. I guess their excuse for him was that he had a rough childhood and needed sympathy. Well I gave it to him!
Anyway, after I returned to school, I was thee man! Everybody, including the other bullies, knew not to f**k with me anymore; and the bully in topic did all he could to join my ranks, befriend me and make me his partner in retarded crime. I was not a violent or troublesome kid. I hated beef, conflict, drama, bullying and violence, as I still do now. So in an attempt to reconcile, I ditched school with him a few times, because now he wanted me to be his running buddy. Thankfully, we got caught somewhere around the third run out and I realized how stupid that whole charade was. At that point, I dropped that goofy like a bad habit. And I was finally confident that he wasn’t gonna do shit about it, cuz he didn’t want none of me again; and we both knew it. But I was appalled at how the school, the staff and their rules responded to the situation. According to them, he was a troubled kid and needed help and consideration. Understood, I guess. That was just how life and the society was in the hood. But when it came to me, I “deserved” the response I got from them. Even after the long term bullying. According to them, I should have…
A: Ran away.
B: Told someone.
C: Tried to diffuse the situation and control my anger.
D: All of the above.
Notice, the common trait of all these BS solutions. They suggest that the correction that needs to be made is with the one being bullied! Not the bully itself and the systemic and socially cultural issues that create such problems to begin with. Although me and every kid had done the things they suggest a million times, with no resolve; it was still the basic way of thinking and handling things for the school staff. Even though I handled my beeswax, I was disgusted and humiliated. The “upgrade” I received within the favor of the students was not nearly as impressive to me as it would have been for most others. Although I did take advantage for my own protection and benefit. It was then that I started developing introductory desires to be excluded from the school system all together. For reasons like this and more.
If you wanna dig a little deeper on the topic of the failed education system, click the red link below to listen to the pilot Thoughtcast, AFTER this Cipher.
They’ll Call You Everything But What You Are: The Pilot
Anyway, I told that story for many reasons, some of which should become clear by the end of the Cipher. Stay with me... Moving on.
Thank the ancestors, it’s a new day! Me being freshly UP FROM SLAVERY, I said to my dear friend…
“I will check it out eventually, thanks. I haven’t clicked it yet, but I will one day.”
I could imagine and guess it’s contents well enough, without even viewing it. I wasn’t worried about being “angry” or getting “help” for it at this point either. Even though the great being in that particular video is one of my favorites when it comes to sharing uplifting and transcending knowledge to better our people, there’s still some things to consider here. So let’s go there, shall we?
"Sometimes you gotta put all the incoming stuff down and on halt to properly sort out, reflect on, absorb, discard and apply the excessively overwhelming abundance of knowledge, garbage and trivial info that has been accumulated from the never ending barrage of 'progressive' content. Otherwise, you'll find yourself still in the same jam of a rut, 5 years later and counting. The only difference is you'll know 'about' a whole bunch of random, unorganized, confusing and conflicting 'stuff'. This can give the illusion of progress or function if one is not careful. And there you'll find yourself, still mindlessly and uselessly absorbing even more content. Doesn't matter if it's books, sermons, lectures, audio podcasts or motivational videos. The only thing you've been motivated to do is absorb more content, like a drone. To no tangible and manifested benefit for yourself or that which is around you. Facts!"
A great YouTuber that I rock with is Evan Carmichael. For many reasons. But there was something key and distinct about him vs others. One that really hit home and set him apart. He was the first guy (that I know of) to close his videos with a useful, practical and unselfish agenda. He would say…
“STOP WATCHING THE VIDEOS AND GET UP AND PUT WHAT YOU HAVE SO FAR TO USE. MAKE IT HAPPEN! DON’T JUST SIT HERE AND WATCH MY VIDEOS ALL DAY! IT DEFEATS THE PURPOSE!”
That alone made me stick with him. He would tell you to write three useful and transformative things down that you have attained from his content that can be done RIGHT NOW. Then get up and put them into action immediately!
In the online world, most people are making money on “self help” content from likes, clicks and ads; while you sit there and just be a wasted sponge absorbing it all. They don’t want or care if you are actually transformed. They make a living on you sitting there like a new age couch potato, arm chair visionary, absorbing their content. So for many of them, you taking action is a conflict of interest. The same way it is for too many so-called doctors of the western world. If they actually existed for, and aimed to heal everyone of sickness and enlighten them; soon there’d be no more patients. Which means no more checks coming in for them. It’s the same with all the content in the online world. You walking away to go apply yourself and do your own thing would mean you don’t have time to binge on their stuff anymore. They get riches, degrees of fame and plenty of desirable opportunities from millions of people doing just that. They encourage you to watch the next video; and the next, and the next. Immediately after they just spent 20 minutes to multiple hours filling you up with “stuff” that will never prove to transform your life and solve the problem for you or our world. Because it’s for their own benefit in the grand scheme, not yours. It’s the same silly stuff that was going on before all the online stuff. It’s just been upgraded with non-linear digital technology, that’s all. This does not apply to everyone, in medicine or in content creation. Just innerstand my point here. I could go on about this, but I digressed a bit. Maybe we’ll elaborate further in another Cipher… Moving on.
NOW.... Time to get heavy and critical. Here's where the kids and bullies should turn back if you can't handle the heat.
See, a lot of all these strenuous self help efforts, for many of us, are only required because of; and as a counter to; all of the wickedness that is plaguing our world. Otherwise, more than half of all this scurrying and scrambling every second; to do this, do that, learn this, become this way and that way, stay aware of this and that, etc; wouldn’t even be happening. It wouldn’t be necessary and much of it would be non-existent! Nobody wants to consider this though. Of course UD has. A lot of our efforts, behaviors and journeys to “improve” and “know more” is because of things like slavery, abuse, terrorism, food poisoning, evil tech, corporation greed, homelessness, poverty, extreme inequality, destructive and murderous experimentation, hate, designed mass violence, mass stupidity and illiteracy, drug pushing and abusing, gangstalking, and more!
First, let’s keep it clear in our minds and hearts (even though it should be obvious by now) that I am all for self development, taking responsibility and improving oneself. It’s all I’ve ever had to do, all my life; under the slave state, in this problematic world; just to survive. But you gotta understand. These things could and would be done by beings like myself without the presence of evil in our world. All my like minded, advanced brethren and sistren know exactly what I’m getting at. Don’t ya’ll?! 🙂 If not, keep reading.
Without all the riff raff, it would all be VERY different. It would be much less overwhelming, less chaotic, less of a chore and burden, much less required of us, etc. Half the stuff we find ourselves needing to learn, prepare for, look out for, suit up for, research, etc; is all because of this BS. But I’ve had to do it anyway. Like too many others. And I have almost always recognized this sickening anomaly versus the way it should and ought to be.
Before wickedness seemed to take over our planet and the human experience, it wasn’t like this. Not even close. And again, I always recognized this. No one has ever understood my plight, though. If you’re anything like me, maybe you’ve peeped major issues similar to this as well, which is why you’re rocking with me. If not, I hope you can see it now. If not, stay in the Cipher. It’ll make sense if you have it in you.
I hate that this anomaly is the case. Always have. I have also tried to bring this up and address it with people in my life, along with a host of other related issues on the plantation. But of course with the universally current slave narrative, I have always been responded to in the kind of manners listed below…
Oh god, here you go with THAT kinda stuff! You are bugging… Always complaining. You’re soooo negative. Geez. When are you leaving?!
Man up nigga! You are being weak, lazy and un-stoic. Just looking for an excuse to not perform your duties. I can’t hang with you.
You’re always trying to go against the grain, over analyzing everything, and being so difficult. Goodbye Jack!
You sound so foolish and irrational. That’s just the way the universe was designed and how existence works. The sooner you get with the program, like everyone else, the sooner your problems will disappear.
Oh. I finally get it now. It's not the rampant, inherent and intentional evil and problems in our world that is negative and unbearable, it's just ME and how I think. Get yo George Orweillian, 1984, thought police, community watch, simple minded, conformist agent ass outta my life, fool! All of youz! And good riddens!
And to think I lived all these years in suffering. Thinking that I was the one wrong, according to the slaves. To think I was missing my heartbeat without these types of creatures in my life. I can’t make this stuff up! Believe me. I’ve had literally hundreds of such encounters like this. About this topic and just about everything else. These types of treatments and responses, along with the problems in question had drove me over the edge. I have literally collapsed under it all and even became darkly suicidal. I overcame it and I am still overcoming today. But anyway, back on topic.
So, where was I... Oh yeah!
As I said before, much of the stuff we need to learn, prepare for, look out for, suit up for, research, study, self improve on and endlessly correct in our lives is all because of the bogus conditions and beings we are stuck amidst. But I’ve had to do the work anyway. And I’ve pretty much always recognized this sickening anomaly, versus the way it should be and needs to be. But transcending into UD has drove me to be more active in saying NO and insisting that there has to be a better way. Even if it has never been seen to exist so far. As crazy as I may look at times, I now know that this is exactly why I was created and given the birth name I have. To determine, develop and manifest the new and direly needed things in our reality that have yet to exist! What other choice does a being of my nature have? Because lord knows, the sources of the bullshit evil in this world; and the perps who make it happen and settle for it; will never get addressed, caught, held accountable and obliterated; if we let the current establishment and the general population decide our futures and fate.
But does a man ever get a break? Does a woman? Will my people ever get one and keep it?
I don’t know. But I know WE have been doing and trying more than anything or anyone else on the planet. Well when you add up all the works, efforts, changes, growths, revolutionary acts and corrections; that I and countless other genuine beings of the greater good have put in over all this time; the credits on the tally sheet look something like this…
Us: 777,000,000
Them: 0 (Wahh Waaaah)
We’ll get back to the self reflection and self-corrective stuff later. I’m on f**king vacation at that moment. Self proclaimed, ancestor ordained! Chilling in the Cipher, sipping water straight out the coconut, energetically connecting with; and shouting out all the good guys and those working to make the self and the world a truly better place to exist! And I gotta ask my TRUE peeps some serious questions. How ever many of us are left after the gangstalking takeover like the invasion of the body snatchers…
How many problems do we REALLY have?
How many more self corrections and upgrades do WE really need, compared to this warped illusion of reality, its operators and its slave servants?
I’m like, give me a fucking break, will ya! This is a ridiculous joke. And I’m starting to feel like the jackass on a proverbial never ending treadmill going to nowheresville in the whole chase equation.
I sincerely hope you are starting to feel MY POINT by now. More than I did from the attack of the racist teacher.
The mere idea of some decepticon even suggesting that “I” have an anger problem; I am weak, I’m confused, I am not motivated enough; I’m living wrong; I’m thinking wrong; I am not ‘spiritual’ enough; I need more knowledge; or I generally need to address myself some more, and even more, endlessly; While they simultaneously refuse to openly acknowledge and adamantly address the source issues and perpetrators; ticks me the fuck off. No bleep out for that one! Actually, it’s been doing so for a while now. But thank my life, I am recently up from slavery; which provides me enough confidence, fed-up-ness, fearlessness, dire need for relief and thirst for change; to say and do something about it. Breaking the spell, as far as I am concerned.
Of course others likely won’t agree. Good for them! And I don’t have to co-exist on that mentally and spiritually imprisoning plantation with them any longer. No matter where my physical body is geographically located! They’ve the right to disagree. And to each his own. In freedom or bondage. In sanity or psychosis.
"I sure needed this one myself. Cause I've got issues. And we need to be sharp out here with everything that is going on... etc, etc, etc. "
I replied, "I've already stated my position on the matter, and I don't see anger and slacking being your issue either."
Instead of self blaming and chasing the constant upgrade to thwart and survive the evils, I say to them…
In the midst of our self development, we must not lose site of addressing the source problems. We must start addressing the ones who keep starting the fights, like I did that bully from school. What should be targeted for correction is the laws, beliefs and perpetrators who keep deliberately initiating, compacting, exploiting and propagating the chaos in our world. I think it’s been long enough and apparent enough to see that no matter how much and how often we keep “working on ourselves” the problem never gets resolved. And the need to falsely “correct ourselves” and make adjustments will never end. How many centuries and millennia need to lapse for this to be recognized?
Try asking the people of the diaspora in america. They’ve been struggling with this for the longest and still haven’t attained the answer yet!
Go ahead, I'll wait...
But they still need to control and work on SOMETHING about themselves for every second they exist. The mere thought of such injustice and backwards foolishness in this broken society is making me angry in itself!"
Has my dear friend (or anyone else for that matter) ever considered that unbeknownst to them; this whole way of existing, thinking, relating to, approaching and solving things may be how the majority of the so-called angry-ness, delusions of error, and other “shortcomings” in us is being created and fed in the first place? Maybe they have. But let me guess. They were not allowed to express that openly. Or they had no supporting place to test out the theory, even if they did consider it. Why not? Maybe because the current paradigm of bipeds and their shallow social and spiritual beliefs are often too programmed, rigid and unsupportive to be of any help. They usually function as a counter to free thought, constructive analysis and scientific testing, to say the least.
I know that’s how it goes, because I used to be a slave on the plantation; and that’s exactly how I was treated in response to everything that I recognized to be out of order and counter-constructive! Shut down by the slaves I was trying to help, and their frail massas; often long before I even got a chance to free think aloud as a pre-requisite to the solution.
Well, it's almost half time. And if you made it this far, on one accord with me, in harmony and agreement, we're in the lead! Let's wrap up this end of the double Cipher.
When it comes to my inherently righteous, loving and fairly intelligent beings of all colors and creeds, from all walks of life, I say to you…
A lot of our efforts are sparked and driven by that natural desire that innately exists inside of us. To be better beings and to advance our world for the upliftment and well being of all involved. This is True! But where do we draw the line? It has to be drawn somewhere while we’re in the process of eradicating this negative matrix. If not, our naturally passionate will to elevate and perfect ourselves in harmony, can easily get taken advantage of through unrecognized self bashing and reverse psychology victim blaming. Resulting in desperate acts of trivial advancements, in a vanity attempt to address critical and universal problems everywhere but where they actually stem from.
Because the illusionists (who are the real cause of our issues) will try to convince everyone that they themselves don’t exist. Meanwhile, their illusion can convince you that the actual source of the problem is impossible to address and incapable of confronting to a successful victory.
No matter how big, invisible or invincible they seem, they can be stopped and annihilated. Remember that, always! KNOW THIS MY FRIENDS!
So don’t beat yourself up my like-spirited beings! It’s a trap wearing the clothes of progress. Let’s make sure we keep an eye out for this kind of quicksand. Let’s take care to not counter-intuitively criticize our fellow good guys, overburden ourselves, or chase a million and seven vain and trivial corrections to no constructive resolving end. Let’s refuse to allow the illusions of endless self blame and correction to build a diversion and stall tactic for negativity; while d’ evils and ignorance run rampant around us, continuously screwing everything up without consequence. Let’s put the pointed finger and accountability back where it belongs. Let’s shine our great collective light on their sorry, shadow hiding asses. Ya feel me?! I hope so!
We still must work on and correct ourselves as needed, but not in the failed way it’s been being done so far. If you can’t see by now, It simply doesn’t work, and it likely never will. By design!
And now for the much anticipated, ground breaking half time presentation. Brought to you by our good brother, Ray Hagin!
Enjoy!
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Asante’Sana UD for waking up my sleeping mind, scaled over eyes and closed shut ears! Your words are refreshing as every breath I take. Knowing that I live but feeling lost and insane because of the way I think; because of “UD” I KNOW NOW I WAS NEITHER LOST NOR INSANE!!! You have broken the chains of “LIES” that I walked under!! I AM FREE”!!! Continue your teaching. I am and will be your first “STUDENT”!! I’ve graduated from the sleeping dead realm to the “woke and living world”! BLESS YOU UD, I NOW KNOW FOR SURE I’M NOT EVIL OR A CRAZY!!! 🫡🤩
ATHY’s story has its similarities but a different ending. Once I discovered that I could outthink my opponents and out-do them at just about any and everything; including the discovery that fighting went way beyond the physical (hands and feet), life became so much fun!!!
Once I tapped into this inner knowledge, all of my opposition and obstacles (including bullies, poverty, fear of death, even my own pity-parties) were viewed through different lenses.
Now, I’ve mastered it and I LOVE it!
To better understand how I view most people and problems, check out the link below.
https://youtu.be/257Cmj0s2q8?feature=shared
I am the complete opposite, although I do get what you mean. I have been at the same point before. But as soon as I TRULY figured out I even had opponents, and that I could (or needed) to out-think or out-do them, and that “fighting” was not merely a 3-dimensional construct regulated to the human experience, I realized that “life” had not been attained yet and the current version of life that we identified with was still a matrix trap.
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The lens from which one views them does not make it any better. If anything, it serves as a temporary bandage while the ultimate goal is worked on. But most sentient beings do not even fathom such an option within their means. So that idea of changing your view or mastering the problems becomes the ultimate goal but never ends the problem. You can “master” all these ails for an eternity, but you and others whom have not mastered them will have to live with them indefinitely, regardless of the degree of mastery they reach, which greatly varies. The goal in my consciousness is to figure out how to eliminate it all entirely and STILL find a way, without it all, to achieve the same things we need. As far as I am functioning, it is time for living sentient beings in this matrix to END these things ourselves! Not master it! If you can consider mastery a stepping stone to complete erasure and correction of these things, then you are on your way. If you ever hear me mention this, it is only phase 1 of the bigger vision.
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That clip was hilarious though. I was expecting something way different! LOL!