The Articles of Intent: Passage A1
“It is easier to insist that the core nature of humanity is one rooted in corruption, and that we as a people are incapable of complete peace and love, perfectly manifested through conscious intent. It gives the fearful an excuse to run away from the challenges of attaining courage; the weak a comforting place to avoid the struggles of gaining strength; and those with ill intentions the leverage to continuously do their harm and justify it.”
I want to address the topic of intent. With the undertones of a rant. No BS. Just cipher with me for a moment….
Now let’s note only a few of the many pre-considerations…
There are many times when follyists, haters and negative ones in general fuck up the aims of positive, focused beings. Those times when it is NOT the INTENDERS fault that things went haywire. There are more than enough knuckle-heads to handle the daunting, draining task of working to constantly screw things up for us. No need in our contribution. There is also the fact that life consists of an uncountable amount of unpredictable variables. So many that we are not currently able to learn, understand and master all of them and their possibilities in one average life time as we know it. So it is ultra tough to predict exactly how what we intend or plan will actually unfold when it’s put into action. These points and many others are clear and understood. Regardless, putting much more responsible thought and effort into my purpose and intentions has still served to be quite useful for me. It is also encouraging me to expect the same from those whom I intend to share life with, whomever it may be. At least for them to address the part of their intent that involves and effects me, if not entirely. Of course it’s also clear, that we must address the intent and resulting subsequent actions that the self is responsible for, not necessarily what others do. In reality, all of these play a significant role in this issue, and therefore should not be ignored, but fairly considered. Please understand, none of what I mention here is to tear people down with blame or criticize. I do this with the spirit of the better part of me. The part that was created for the positive benefit and well-being of myself and others. I give nothing to that which intends for anything contrary or destructive! But to achieve your goals and get to what’s real and working correctly out here, you’d be surprised at how much you have to Kyrie your way around, and out of, other people’s negative intents and contradicting actions. Even if you move solo dolo.
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I’ve just been in the process of considering all the chaos that has unfolded in my personal life and the world around me. Considering the potential of it all being somehow connected. When it comes to my personal life, I’m often saying to myself, "I know I didn't intend for this madness to unfold. So what the hell happened?" What went wrong? With whom? And Where? And on the questions go. As a result, the UnorthoDark mind peers into what intent actually is, from other angles. Asking myself some real questions. Where is it coming from within me and how do I make it work correctly where it counts?
In the process of figuring out how to make it work, of course I’m coming across why it is ‘broken’ and not working as it should in the first place. I do know that I want my intentions to be clear, constructive and drama-free. And as it stands, I need to know how to see them through to the success and well being of all involved. I want to know how to protect my intentions and those they effect from whatever intends to stop or interfere with that. And I want to do it all without interfering with others' good intentions. I believe this is quite possible. If not completely, enough to the point where any mess-ups or harm along the way of the journey can be minimal enough to clean up and correct without collapse. Nobody has to get hurt or wrongfully hit with irreparable damage as a result of my intent, and their actions. Not my style. For some, this kinda stuff is considered looking too far into things. They feel such efforts are impractical or even improbable. Well as much as I’ve had to deal with, drowning in the effects of the fall, it sure doesn’t hurt nearly as bad to give it a go. And even if drowning in it personally wasn’t the case, there’s an ocean of it flooding the scenes around mine, drowning others. At that point, personal conditions aside, addressing things like this just comes with the responsibilities and desires of being a human, for someone like me. So even if I managed to temporarily evade the flood, why would I want to watch everything around me sink in the ship? You’d better have some principles to stabilize you and help you remain true out here these days. For me, this is a must. Even if the whole entire rest of the planet acquiesces and succumbs to foolishness and harmfully unpredictable, loose behavior; settling for and becoming a slave to a matching life experience as a result.
Most of us will easily say that we have good intents. And I believe most of us do. Yet, when we look out into the world, it is rampant with the opposite. I’m not ever trying to say good things aren’t always happening. That’d be quite unrealistic. But c’mon, I know you know what I mean. Families, lives, minds, hearts, dreams, sanities and all, are being crippled, crushed and contorted out here; far beyond what’s acceptable or tolerable. Something’s always going on, and going wrong, big and small. Whether it’s personal, like constant and unsettled family problems; or some country-specific, war-slaughtering that’s taking place right in our face across the airwaves. Along with everything in between, there’s always a pool of endless unresolvable conflicts and differences amongst us. All throughout the journey, tid bits of petty harms accumulated daily, by one or another, inside or outside of our circle. The obvious problem with all of this is in the paint, and it’s all over the walls.
In my experience, I find that many people can’t really see too far outside of their immediate dynamic. Or maybe they could if they wanted to, but they simply have no interest in doing so, for one reason or another. And this may be considered good for them depending on how you look at it. You know, treading on the thin ice of the infamous ignorance is bliss cliche. It doesn’t matter. Even if you can’t see the big picture because it is too complex or overwhelming for you; or maybe because you just LOOOOVE your selfish and closed mind; the chickens always come a’ roosting, in one form or another. But for those who can’t help but see what’s happening with us on a larger scale; beyond our living rooms, relationships, neighborhoods and personal interests; it can be a mind distorting heart breaker, to say the least. Depending on how it hits you, if you know what I mean. We’re constantly subjected to the type of stuff that drives one to things like debilitating dystopian thoughts, substance enslavement, counter-productive social seclusion and isolation, intimacy meltdowns, suicide, struggles with the collapse of one’s faith, misanthropy, and more. All of which I have struggled through or been faced with myself, in one form or another, with little to no help at all. And when it’s not the result of one big stupid f*cked up horrific event, it’s the sum accumulation of a constant onslaught of predictable and unpredictable petty interferences, chipping away at our best life. And the plot thickens. It’s quite heavy for me, and I sure ain’t the only one. Not even close.
Many people have concluded that we shall inevitably self-destruct and annihilate ourselves, taking many innocent elements along with us as nothing more than collateral damage. Some believe we will always have chaos, disorder and trauma, as it is part of who we are. Some have concluded that the only functional resolve is antinatalism. And as positive as I intend to be through it all, I’d be ashamed and dead wrong if I tried to say they didn’t have a point. At one time, it was WE had a point. Although I don’t actually label myself with any specific title like that now, many points that one would consider antinatalist or dystopic are spot on, and pretty much go without saying. All gloomy stigmas aside. At least until we can find a way to make our good intentions be the dominating force in our world, that is. In our careers, marriages and family dynamics, or wherever else constant collapse and conflict is terrorizing us, stealing valuable seats like a game of rigged musical chairs. Until we make that happen, I am sick of settling for intent as a good idea alone or a thought that counts, without the results. With all the negativity and drama going on everywhere, I need… We need as much help as we can get. How many more bids to do something for the greater good, big or small, can we afford to let bite the dust?
A simple commercial for the ages:
Tired of having to say this after the smoke clears?!
“Well I wanted it to go well, but… You know…”
Does the haunting theme song of your life efforts sound like this?
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Awe h*** to the f*** naw!.. DJ, stop the tape, we need a new composer! A whole new script for life, even! Put me back in the game coach! There’s gotta be more to this thing than the do-what-you-can, it-might-work, it-might-not, the-rest-is-out-of-our-hands philosophy that the majority are so fond of. I’ve learned that it is often this laxed, programmed, indifferent kind of thinking from within that plucks the first bass notes to our dust biting theme song. At least that’s how I’m seeing it. If you feel I’m tripping, I guess the same goes for these people, all the same.
I intend to continue The Cipher on this topic, until my intents are intact. Or until I run outta good stuff to say! Whichever one comes last. You know me! Kinda, sorta. 🙂
You could keep doing things the usual old loser way and sit around and wait for stuff to happen by accident; or by chance; or by the universe; or by whatever else that doesn’t require your conscious, involved thought, input and effort. Have it served your way. For the true Intenders of a better existence, you can cipher through the next passage with me if you need more inspiration towards the intentional transition. If so, Good luck and God speed!
I definitely gotta find a new theme song for us, too. SMH. I’m on it!
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WOW,WOW,Wow, Professor Knowledge.
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You are from the many that were called by EL ELYON, and only a few answered. My Man! Your wisdom should NOT be kept in the box that it has been put in! Period! It needs to be put out there like a mighty “Beacon Of Light” to guide the ones who are looking for a way out of this place where the “Walking Dead” reside. It’s a must!
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I think back as I was having children and going through the motions of populating this foul sinful world, then wishing I had never had children for it’s sinister plot to abuse and torture them. Me NOT knowing of it’s subtle way to destroy mankind! I know the feeling of hate for the so-called human race as you mentioned in your writings earlier! Your writings take me to places that have never been touched and probably never will. I’m going to stop here and take some deep breaths until I go farther into the knowledge you have to share with us! So I will come back later as I read this over again! This can not be rushed through, it must be savored and digested fully. So I will be back to add more to my comments!
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As always with your writings, I must go to the deep caverns and search every part of it’s deepness were the hidden wisdom is. So forgive me while I take five, but I will return and continue with my comments to your life giving knowledge.Thanks for understanding.
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Asante’Sana, UD! For another Awesome Thesis! PEACE.
Very Intellectual thoughts. This is a great way to get the point across. Salute.
Much success on your journey.