But for me, for a while now, when it comes to the good stuff and making things get right, most of my life has gone far past the point where thoughts alone will suffice. And I know I’m not the only one. I also see far too many people abusing such a lenient principle. Using it as the excuse to execute the following:

A. BS through their responsibilities to perform and produce;

B. Slip their way out of accountability;

C. Justify mediocre, sub-par and unintended results.

I can give ya more options if you need ’em. There’s plenty. But you gotta watch out for these things. It’s like, as long as the thought or intent was there, the real work has been done. Everything else is like extra credit. In cases like that… I’m like, thought shmought my guy. For now, most good intentions with no results can take a hitchhike; far outta my humble space; on one of those one-eyed, retarded, gangstalking, noise program vehicles flying by every other minute. My principle lately, right out the gate, is:

A. Get it right, or stop wasting everybody’s peace, time and energy UD!; whatever is left of it. Including your own!

What I’m getting at here is that it’s not the thought alone that counts, we have much more responsibility and capability to do more to make things work out, and many of our old patterns, ideas and life hack philosophies have proven to be failing us or terribly inconclusive at best in the grand scheme of things. What about the rest of the equation? We’re sleeping through and skipping out on life’s math class. No wonder we can’t figure out why things aren’t adding up the way they should be out here. I know I’ve got a lot of studying and catch up work to do. And I intend to get it done even if I am the only one in class. No professor, dean or detention required. Moving on…

It’s quite challenging to open up about these things in this way without naysayers, simpletons and premature conclusion jumpers taking stuff out of context. I must say this more directly. For their kind, and everyone else’s clarity. Nowhere am I implying that we should not have Grace, Mercy, Love and Consideration for ourselves or others who make mistakes in this life. That’ll be brazenly counter-productive. Those beautiful and powerful elements are exactly part of the recipe to fix this thing. And life tastes like beef hearts and faucet water without them… So they stay! Plus, no one is above the need for such gifts. From themselves and from others. We’ve all had our share of accidents and slip-ups that we did not intend to have happen. Most of us have also engaged in our share of intending to do something that was knowingly wrong. Or maybe we didn’t know exactly, but simply did not care about who or what would be harmed in the process of playing out our frivolous or selfish act/s.

While some may act out moments of accidental wrong doing or even premeditated ill intentions for whatever reasons, they may still be beings of life and love deep down. I have to keep addressing this until it is exhausted, otherwise I’d be misanthropically antinatalistic towards everyone. And I myself would turn into something worth hating. As bleak as we may seem oft times, the core of one’s heart may actually be of Love, with the desire for Peace and Wellness, despite what transpires on the surface. For many though, that same core can be rotting from self-corruption; or from enslavement to unfair harsh circumstances in life; or God knows what else. We can far too easily get caught in the kind of influential entrapment that makes you feel like you GOTTA do fucked up things to make it, get by or get out of a tough situation. U feel me? It’s part of life, if you let our dismal lazy asses tell it. Or we’ll participate in shady stuff that’s harmful as long as we do not have to see, or be, the direct cause of the harm. You know, it’s every man (and woman) for themselves out here. Gotta get it how you live. Or something like that, I guess. Are we collapsing at our core as people?